Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable.
The one song in the world that made me feel happy about myself at the worst of times while lost in a crowd of people who never knew me… With all but a camera to hide behind.
Lonely is a silence that comes easy and weightless and lonely is healing if you let it. But you are beautiful and I am a mess. But I am trying so hard. I’ll keep away until you forgive me.
The only way I could describe it is like being on a boat with a kite in one hand and an anchor in the other. One day you may be looking at the kite and having so much fun watching it wisp through the sky and turn and loop. But then when the wind drops that kite hits the water and the anchor stops you from going to get it. You tug and tug on the anchor and it kills you to know that you are unable to move. Its a constant roller coaster of feeling completely euphoric one moment and then totally worthless the next. I have no one to talk to who would understand it and it upsets me so much. I don’t want to burden anyone’s life. It was good before having someone to tell me I was having an up or a down. I miss it. Now I am as my name imply s reckless. So I distract myself and hide behind a camera hoping no one will ever mention it.
I should like to help everyone if possible; Jew, Gentile, black man, white. We all want to help one another. Human beings are like that. We want to live by each other’s happiness, not by each other’s misery. We don’t want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone, and the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone.
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Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood. Now is the time to understand more, so that we may fear less.