“Boxing Day” :3 <3

Let’s get started the faint and broken hearted
Hold up I got something I cannot hide
Worse pain killer that all in filler
The part and departed look in my eyes

It’s sad how far you ran
I’ll search this land up through the clouds 
Then back here
We could reignite, like fireflies
Like an atom bomb at all hours

I’m empty like the day after Christmas
Swept beneath the wave of your goodbye
You left me on the day after Christmas
There’s nothing left to say, and so
Goodnight

I will follow the trail to tomorrow 
With my loneliness with sorrow
All through the night
Sons and daughters 
Mothers and their fathers
Cross the bridges and the waters
For bruise left behind

It’s sad how far you ran
I’ll search this land up through the clouds 
Then back here
We could reignite, like fireflies
Like an atom bomb at all hours

I’m empty like the day after Christmas
Swept beneath the wave of your goodbye
You left me on the day after Christmas
There’s nothing left to say, and so
Goodnight

I’m empty like the day after Christmas
Swept beneath the wave of your goodbye
You left me on the day after Christmas
There’s nothing left to say, and so
Goodnight

There’s nothing left to say, and so
Goodnight

Goodnight


I love this song, But its sad :(


Everyone wants to call it all around our life with a better name.
Everyone falls and spins and gets up again with a friend who does the same.
Everyone lies and cheats their wants and needs and still believes their heart.
And everyone gets the chills, the kind that kills when the pain begins to start.

Let me get this straight, do you want me here?
As I struggle through each and every year.
And all these demons, they keep me up all night.
They keep me up all night.
They keep me up all night.

Everyone’s cross to bears the crown they wear on endless holiday.
Everyone raises kids in a world that changes life to a bitter game.
Everyone works and fights, stays up all night to celebrate the day.
And everyone lives to tell the tale of how we die alone some day.

Let me get this straight, do you want me here?

As I struggle through each and every year.

And all these demons, they keep me up all night.

They keep me up all night.


The steps that I retrace the sad look on your face The timing and structure did you hear he fucked her? A day late a buck short I’m writing the report On losing and failing when I move I’m flailing now.


All these demons.. They Keep Me Up.. All Night.

posted 7 months ago

On and On. Reckless Abandon.


I guess this is growing up.

posted 8 months ago

Theme Tune of my Life


The Feeling Shit Contingency plan:

Vodka + Cigarettes + Music = Will Eventually Pass Out.


Right now everything feels like its in such a limbo. Just all hanging by a thread and spinning in a light breeze. There is literally no direction nor plan moving forward and quite frankly it scares the crap out of me.

I never seem to think about the consequences of my actions and when I do I over think them. I try to stay positive and smile and do whats expected of me and on the most part I get away with it.

But there’s always that underlying feeling that I just seem to mess everything up. Always have and likely always will.

posted 9 months ago


Late night, come home
Work sucks, I know
She left me roses by the stairs
Surprises let me know she cares


“Just don’t forget to think about me
And I won’t forget you
I’ll write you once a week she said.”

:’)


Sometimes life can be real shit. Like really really shit. But then sometimes the most unexpected people can make you feel much better about how things are. When Life hits an all time low it always has a way of picking up. You just need to figure out what you have to do to make that happen.


“When you smile, I melt inside I’m not worthy for a minute of your time” - Blink 182, First Date