I think I worked out what I wanted In life last night. I walked home and my ipod had died meaning I pretty much only had my thoughts to keep me entertained at 2am in the morning.
I considered what kind of person I was in comparison to the person I am now. I realized that I want to find what I had before now and have that long term connection with someone and actually start making steps towards a future.
I’m 24 now… 25 in February. It feels like life is an hourglass with the sand slipping away and before I know its all going to be over. Perhaps I just chase delusions of the romance you hear of in the songs or see in the movies, or perhaps I’m not making the right decisions in life. Either way for now I have my camera and a healthy trigger finger and an eye to see it all. I’ll think about it all for a while.
I will work it all out towards the end.